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Some of my most memorable life moments spring from situations where I was uncomfortable. Discomfort is rooted in fear. Fear is a fundamental part of the human condition. It keeps us safe so that we can propagate our species. But it's the fundamental nature of the human spirit to conquer fear. These are the times when our character is tested. When questions are asked that determine the essence of our individual being. How will we perform? Will we continue in pursuit of our goal? Or back off, back down, give up, compromise?
You went to journalism school for precisely that reason - deep down inside, you want to challenge yourself. And boy, are you being challenged! It's getting down to brass tacks. You're not just digging up stories, you're digging into yourself. It would make anyone uncomfortable. What you do from this point is what will separate you from the pack (or solidify your status as member).
My advice? Don't give up. Like others have mentioned, it gets easier. It's a slippery slope. And when it does get easier, you'll probably get bored! You'll search for different things that make you uncomfortable all over again so you can conquer those, too. So don't give up. Push on. Take the excellent advice given by so many who have been in your position. It will make you a better journalist. And a better person.
Good luck!
