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"The objective is not to make a woman happy but for us to be happy ourselves"
Yeah, there's your bitter divorce in a nutshell. No wonder she bailed on you. It makes me smile to know that you'll probably never know a moment's happiness beyond that experienced by a lizard that has found a hot rock. Human emotion is beyond your grasp.
Enjoy that million (snort!). And rest assured that when you're on your deathbed, people will be gathered around you not because they'll be so sorry to lose you (because really, what's to lose?) but to get all the money that makes you feel like your existence is validated. Y'know, if it exists. I strongly suspect that there's nothing to validate your existence. You suspect it too, and you're showing everyone on this forum how bankrupt you truly are.